Puppy

Yesterday was amazing. I had a glipse of hope and all but ate it up. I got myself something to do this Saturday and my heart was soaring.

I'm so udderly rediculous. Just because he called me back doesn't mean I should get so excited. I know there's a big chance he'll cancel but because it was his idea I'm believing with 96% that it will work.

I'm stupid. I'm pathetic. I'm in love.

I want this so bad. Is it fair to have something I want when everything seems to go wrong?

Well not everything is wrong in my life. I should give credit where it is do. I get to go to CHS. I get to dance twice a week at no cost to me. I have allowance and privilages.

That stuff is good but everything else pretty much sucks.

But this thing one thing is really important too me. I'm going to die if it doesn't work out. I want to be with him so bad! I sound like a love sick puppy but it's the truth. The truth stinks.