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I've been writing a lot recently. I guess it's a good outlet for all my crazy emotions. I'm so sad, so pathetic. Lyrics and poetry are definetly different for me. My talents lie elsewhere. ugggg

Sweet Jesus

Sweet Jesus I’m scared
Everything is going wrong
Please Jesus could you hold me close for awhile
I’m not sure I can take anymore.

No matter how hard I try it’s never enough.
Why are they staring? What do they expect?
I’m no superhero lying on the floor tonight
Crying always crying
Just barely surviving
Come be my savior tonight
It’s just you and me.

Sweet Jesus I’m tired
Where are all the answers
Please Jesus don’t hate me for trying my best
Protect me from this cruel judging world

No matter how hard I try it’s never enough.
Why are they staring? What do they expect?
I’m no superhero lying on the floor tonight
Crying always crying
Just barely surviving
Come be my savior tonight
It’s just you and me.

Sweet Jesus it’s cold
I’m so far from home.
Please Jesus, oh the lies hurt so bad
Help me to face another dawn

No matter how hard I try it’s never enough.
Why are they staring? What do they expect?
I’m no superhero lying on the floor tonight
Crying always crying
Just barely surviving
Come be my savior tonight
It’s just you and me.




Swirling Numbers

Swirling numbers and models teach us best
How we look and how to dress.
Empty stomachs are a fad
Who cares if eating disorders are bad?

Throw up your meals when you eat too much.
If your stomach’s tiny your boyfriend might want to touch.
Exercise for days trying to get the mirror to smile back.
Pray no one will find the diet pills hidden in a stack.

Forget trying to be happy; try perfect instead.
Avoid numbers so high you could have been made of lead.
Feel free to skip breakfast, lunch and dinner.
It’s with pain we suffer to all be winners.

Every pound lost brings you one step closer.
In the end all you want is a single sweet lover.
They won’t love you now but soon they will.
Ignore all the warnings, starvation won’t kill.