To Kill Or Not To Kill

I would really like to kill right now. You don't even know how badly. It's not possible for you to feel the anger pulsing through my veins. Unless of course you've been in the same position as me then I suppose you do. But for your sake I hope you haven't.

A friend gave me two bible verses. I'm going to cling to these verses. I need something to cling too right now.

Jeremiah 29:11
For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future

Philippians 4:13
I can do everything through him who gives me strength.

NIV

Okay so maybe they are overused verses. The kind of verses you keep handy to tell people who are in bad positions.

I'm starting to feel better. The music I think is calming me down. I need my drug right now. I miss him so much. I couldn't stop thinking about him today.