Wherever

My Horoscope today:

You may want to gloss over a difficult family issue today, but it's probably a good idea to face conflict head-on. Instead of following your intuition, allow logic to be your guide for a change. Analyze the situation from several points of view and then make a decision that benefits all involved.

Isn't that the truth? I don't know what to do in general though. I think I'm going to go with the wrong choice. Revenge is easier than forgiveness sometimes. I know it will make things worse in the long run and could have some very negative consquences but I don't care. I've already made my decision, I just need to see it gets carried out.

I miss him. I wish I could talk to him. He did call me back last night. I was shocked.

He said he'd call me today but I'm pretty sure he won't. I'm not going to call him though. I play the desperate girl too much. I'm too willing to bend over backwards for him. That needs to change.

So much of this is so wrong. I miss his kisses too much to leave him alone. I don't deserve to be treated this way but I don't care. I feel like I'm in love and he's all that I can think about.

I don't remember ever fighting so hard for something.

Whenever, Wherever
We're meant together
I'll be ther and you'll be near
And that's the deal my dear
Thereover, Hereunder
You've got me head over heals
There's nothing left to fear
If you really feel the way I feel

I wish he really did feel the way I feel.

I feel fat. I've offically gained seven pounds since Christmas. I've never weighed this much in my life. I want it to stop, right now.