Blisters

I went skating with youth group. It was a ton of fun, I love roller skating. The only thing I would have changed is that I would have paid two dollars extra to get the in-line skates. They are so much easier to skate on! I kept wanting to balance in the middle and almost fell a few times. The curving and stopping were difficult for me but anytime I lost my balance I found a wall to catch myself on.

There was a hole in my sock and now my toes is blistered. Ballet is going to be so much fun tomorrow. Oh well I'll live. My feet will always be like that once I'm en pointe.

I haven't talked to him since Friday. I don't know what I'm going to do. I feel like my heart was ripped out and stomped on. I know he's not trying to hurt me and he's just doing what he think's is best but it still hurts. Alot.

I really am stupid.

I don't feel normal yet. Like I'm walking through a dream. When can I wake up?