Confused

I am so confused right now. Relationships are complicated. Hmm I'm not sure other than I don't know what to do.

What do I want? I think I know but at the same time I keep thinking...do I really want that? What if...so many choices! Ahhh

I feel sick. My chest hurts. Thinking about the Fellows today, flipping through photo albums made me cry. Grr I'm supposed to be over them. One of these days I swear...