Pissed

I want out of this house right now.

Sarah takes my stuff and TRASHES it. I say kill the baby. She ate two packs of gum today because my purse was sitting on my desk!!!!!!! I don't care if she's two. I'm seventeen and should not have to put up with this.

Autumn is an idiot. ALL she does is whine and scream at the top of her lungs. Doesn't get what she wants? She screams until she does. I am NOT exagerating at all.

The only even slightly intelligent thing to ever come out of her mouth was today.

"Life matters all the time."

Whatever. Doesn't change anything.


So now I have to figure out what to do with my life next week. I am not staying home. I thought I was going to be lucky and babysit every day but I never was given any specific information. Park volenteering is over...

I will not stay home for any more hours than I have to. Summer is overrated. No I take that back, life is overreated.

I get these moments like today when Ashley, Nik and I went to Mount Tabor and just laid in the shade and played "I'm Thinking of an Animal" and "Truth or Dare" for three hours. It's just perfect because I don't have to think about home. But then the day ends and we all look at each other knowing what we have to go back to and we're all so fed up with it. I'm just so done with this life.