Messy

I'm getting stressed again. I gave a sickening feeling in my chest. Earlier I went on another cleaning fit.

Babysitting for two more days and then I'm getting away for awhile. No more kids. grrrr

Not that today wasn't alright. Andy and Emily can be charming when they aren't fighting. We went to the park again today. While walking along the streets I was elected to go first. That way if a car hit me they'd have time to run and then they would sue...or something like that? I dunno but their dad is the representor for their district (He is so popular he's run unopposed for the past two elections) so maybe they would be important enough to sue for having thir babysitter run over? Sometimes though as the cars speed by I wish they would hit me and end this.

Andy was saying how some girls he knew could jump up into the air, toss their legs up and touch their toes. When he got back I had to try. Yes, I can do it.

Next, I attempted a cartwheel, fully ready to meet face to face with failure but to everyone's surprise it was perfect. I was like, wow. Then I did it again and again. =)
Andy says I can be a world class gymnist now. haha Or that I should try out for cheerleading.

After telling him about how it was a goal of mine to be able bend over backwards down into a bridge Andy told how he'd some girls learned. I stood up with my back to the wall eight inches away and walked my hands down the wall to the floor. I was very impressed with myself today.

Eight more days till class starts again. Too long to wait. I'm dreading the end of August. It can't come yet. I'm not ready.