My Doll Collection

We performed our show My Doll Collection tonight and it went great! I'm really tired between this week suffed with rehersals in addition to playing "mommy" yesterday while my mom had a quick surgery.

Right now I want two things: sleep and a real conversation with the boy who makes my heart flutter. I wish for so many things right now. I don't think this will end well.

Story of my life? No, I'm doing better this time. Maybe I won't get this right, but I'm not suicidal or extremely depressed. I'm just Emily, doing the best I can in not so great situations.

So is there a situation? No but I have instinicts. I don't need a fortune teller to predict the future. I just hang on while I can, make the most of my last moments with the boy I want more than anything right now.