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Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Basic Overview of Drugs in Our Culture

Drugs are a hot topic right now. Since the article in the LA Times wrote about a politician wanting to legalize marijuana to pay off California's debts, I've been seeing a steady stream of aruguments about legalizing drugs.

I've thought a little bit about it but lately I feel as if I'm just reading opinions. Where are the facts?
I want to find out for myself.

Basic Overview of Drugs in Our Culture:

Drugs are everywhere. They are on the streets and in homes. Anyone can find them at schools and at work. Drugs are sold at grocery stores, pharmacies and on dark street corners. Minor pain relief can be purchased freely, while other kinds of drugs have to be prescribed by a physician. The strongest drugs are obtained illegally under the nose of those in law enforcement. People of all ages use them for a variety of reasons as different drugs have different effects on the user. They have the ability to speed up or slow down the user, to put him or her to sleep or to cause wild dreams. Many drugs relieve or numb pain. However, regardless of the original intent of drugs, many are abused. Today drugs are clearly present in everyday life but opinions surrounding the drug culture vary. Some Americans fight for the elimination of drugs, while others fight to legalize what they consider harmless drugs. It is an age old, controversial argument. Drugs have become ingrained into American Culture and affect all Americans in a negative way.


Drugs have spiked in popularity in the last few decades but mind altering substances are not new. Drugs have been used in natural occurring forms for centuries. In a long process, natural occurring forms of drugs were transformed into the substances used widely today. Psychedelic drugs are believed to have been used as early as the Classic Age in 450 B.C. during early religious ceremonies (15 Newman). Some civilizations even centered their entire culture on drugs such as the Incas. Their drug of choice was coca. Modern day cocaine is derived from coca (13 Berne). The enslaved people would walk with coca leaves in their mouths to satisfy hunger and give them strength (21 Davis). Sacrifices were made to coca and priests would toss the leaves into the air to the gods before journeys (24 Berne). But, adversity to Coca was present. The Catholic Church tried to outlaw it in the sixteenth century, claiming the leaves to be an illusion of the devil (21 Davis). From almost the beginning of its existence, drugs have been supported and opposed by different groups of people. Some religions and belief structures continue to speak out against drugs yet many American citizens support drugs. Regardless of who believes what, the lines are drawn and have been for centuries.
The foundation for America’s drug culture was laid early on, approximately in the sixteenth century.

Early explorers like Francisco Hernandez first discovered drugs in the Americas in the sixteenth century. The substances used by the natives were not quite the same substances being traded on city corners late at night though. Drugs have evolved overtime. Coca began its journey of change in 1860 when German chemist Albert Niemann distilled cocaine from the coca leaf (13 Berne). Originally alchemists in the Middle Ages discovered the effects of distillation on alcohol, but it wasn’t until the nineteenth century that morphine was distilled from opium and cocaine from coca (17 Newman). Medical and technological advances had a direct role in the growing popularity of drugs. The hypodermic needle was invented in 1853 and was used on a large scale during the Civil War. The drugs took affect faster in the liquid form and this sequentially made it easier to become addicted. Heroin was produced in Germany in 1892 from opium and was considered a miracle drug because it cured morphine addictions. The medical world was unaware that heroine was the most addictive of all drugs. By the end of the nineteenth century inexpensive medicines containing alcohol, cocaine, morphine and heroin were widespread (18 Newman). Barbiturates were also developed in the late nineteenth century. Phenobarbital, for example, was created to ease insomnia. Amphetamines were manufactured around this time and were synthetic drugs, meaning they were made completely in laboratories. Amphetamines were used widely by combat troops and pilots during World Was II to stay awake. They continued to be used after the war for various reasons. They could suppress hunger for diets or provide endurance for long jobs (19 Newman). Without realizing it, America was becoming dependent on drugs. Substances that had started out as seemingly innocent medications left users addicted and desperate. Drugs were used causally for work and even some of the strongest drugs where accessible in medicine available at pharmacies. The development of drugs was a long process but took off quickly once it exploded.


Drugs boomed in the 1960’s. This decade is memorable for many reasons. Silver peace signs and hippies with long hair are memorable symbols of the time period. But it is also the time period when drugs as a whole made the jump from the medical world to every day social life, and the media is partially responsible for this. It is a familiar scene to watch Americans idolize TV stars, chart topping musicians and air brushed models. Secretly, deep down in the hearts of fanatics, is the desire to emulate their idol. When the media became hooked on drugs, thousands of Americans consequently were hooked as well. Drugs like cocaine began to appear in nightclubs and later on in discos. They were shown in movies, broadcasted on television and sang about on the radio. The discovery of Crack was made in 1970. It was made by mixing cocaine and baking soda to produce small rocks that could be smoked. It was much more intense then cocaine, easy to make and widely available in the 1980’s (16 Berne). The introduction of raves, selective clubs
targeted at young adults, created popular drug centers. Ecstasy became the drug of choice at raves (10 Bender). Approximately one million tablets of Ecstasy are smuggled into the U.S. everyday (28 Malmstrom).


Drugs were not just present in the evenings and on weekends though. School administrators and company supervisors soon found out they had drug problems on their hands. It has been argued that drugs do not affect work performance; however, statistics have shown increased petty theft and accidents in the work place increase with marijuana use. As a result drug testing is required in many jobs today. Potential employees may be required to submit a urine sample to be tested for drugs before being hired and many employees face random drug testing. One employer recalls having to let go of 25 percent of his workforces when his company began testing (14 Mur).


Politicians have been pushing for the elimination of drugs for some time. Laws tend to change as drug statistics fall and rise. In 1928 there were fifty thousand to one hundred thousand marijuana users in the U.S. but the numbers had jumped to twenty-four to fifty million by the 1980’s. In 1959 the amount of cocaine users rose from ten thousand to ten to twenty million users in the U.S. in the 1980’s (ix Zinberg). Keeping these numbers in mind, the federal government had difficulties agreeing on specific problems and solutions, yet they all seemed to be in agreement that illegal drugs were a problem in the United States. President Nixon declared a war on drugs in 1971 saying, “If we cannot destroy the drug menace in the United States then it will surely destroy us.” Federal funds for various abuse prevention programs doubled in 1972. Different groups and organizations were put together in an effort to stop drugs but were unable to stop drug statistics from rising. In 1972, almost half a million pounds of pot and more than seven thousand pounds of narcotics were seized, but it wasn’t a large enough impact to enforce change. Approximately six billion dollars were spent on drug prevention and enforcement programs during the 1970’s, but the government began to realize the elimination plan was failing. The Federal Strategy Council for Drug Abuse and Drug Traffic Prevention admitted in 1979 that “Drug abuse in the United States has evolved from an acute to a chronic problem…It is apparent from the magnitude of annual drug consumption in the United States that the use of drugs including alcohol has become an integral part of our culture” (9 Schroeder). Drugs have evolved past the point of government interference. The government can limit and restrict drugs but it has not yet found a way to effectively stop the consumption and trade of drugs. Drugs are too common and have become so ingrained in society that people are not willing to give it up.


Drugs have become a status symbol for many of its younger users. As a result, common sayings such as “Just say no” and “Above the influence” are commonly displayed. Teenagers start using drugs for different reasons. In most cases teenagers start using to follow the crowd. It is very important during the teenage years to fit in with their peers. Consequently, they are at risk for starting habits they may not be able to break later on in life. It is not just marijuana that teenagers try, though. Many become addicted to stronger drugs. Some end up at Drug Treatment centers but more frequently they do not. An estimated 50 percent of high school seniors have smoked marijuana at least once (19 Walters).


But no matter what age, drug use results in consequences. Newborn babies must pay the price if the mother uses drugs during pregnancy. Some examples of what drug use during pregnancy can cause are: miscarriage, low birth weight and premature births (http://www.americanpregnancy.org/pregnancyhealth/illegaldrugs.html). Drug use can lead to expulsion from school, termination from a job or a sentence to prison. There are substantial health risks that go hand and hand with drugs as well. Drug use leads to the spread of AIDS and HIV. An overdoes can lead to death. The effects of individual drugs can be dangerous as well. If a user felt invincible, for example, they might attempt to jump long distances and fall. Too often, accidents on the road are indicators of loss of abilities when under the influence of drugs. In families, drugs can be devastating to relationships and finances.


Drugs are present in the lives of Americans everyday. Through television shows, movies and music even young children are exposed to opinions surrounding drugs. The opinions vary; in many instances drug abuse is glamorized but at other times it is shown to be harmful. Regardless of what the media shows, there are many consequences to drug use. They are not always stressed but they do in fact exist. The health risks of using drugs are substantial. Drugs also hinder relationships, personal achievements and complicate careers. Time and time again solutions have been proposed to elimination drug consumption and distribution but all have failed to make a difference. Until a successful plan is discovered and carried out drugs will continue to affect the lives of everyone from small babies to senior citizens. It is an unfortunate reality that America faces. Because drugs are such a large part of American culture, unless the culture itself is altered, the problem will continue to manifest. Drugs began their rule over cultures since nearly the beginning of time and perhaps will continue to hold power over the lives of its users until the end of time.



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Malmstrom, Frederick. "Ecstasy Is Harmful."Drug Abuse Opposing View Points. 2005.
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Schroeder, Richard. The Politics of Drugs. 2nd. Washington, D.C.: Congressional Quarterly Press, 1980.
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-Emily Ketchum 2008

Monday, March 23, 2009

I'd Get An Apple

I want an apple
I want a hundred dollars
I want an apple
No you want a hundred dollars.
I want a hundred dollars
What would you do with a hundred dollars?
I'd get an apple
(Sarah and I)


The Sunday before last Pastor George talked about exchanging the necessary for the unnecessay. I thought that it might be a good topic to explore on my journey to happiness.

I was about to say that I'm not crazy, but it's very possible that I am. But I'm trying to think, what is unnecessary in my life?

Stress. Can I exchange that?

What stresses me out?
  • school
  • family
  • the future
  • homework
  • people

School and Homework

I'm only taking five classes so I don't feel that school is currently a main stressor in my life. It's actually a really nice feeling to be able to go to school, learn and do work but not overdo it.

I think I'll try taking as light as possible loads from now on. Honors English isn't so hard when it's only Honors English. When I can focus on one thing, I tend to be more productive.

Being able to sleep in later is helpful too. Remind me to only take classes after nine in the morning from now on.

SSE is going to be hard, but I think as long as I stick with the schedule and deadlines I put in place for myself it won't be so bad. Certain kinds of stress are actually good for you and as long as I don't put anything off, I think the stress that comes naturally with a project of this size will be helpful.

Family

To be 100% honest, I always stress myself more over family than is necessay. I worry about them a lot.

I worry about my dad overworking himself, about my mom getting herself into trouble, about Joe not having enough social interaction, about Thomas not getting an outlet for his excess energy, about Autumn and her constant attitude as well as her slow start at learning to read. Will and Sarah I don't really worry about too much. Will seems to have adjusted to life as a teenager so well and Sarah is just brilliant. I love her to death and marvel at how intelligent she is, always trying to teach her new things.

I guess for sure I need to not worry about my parents. They are adults and should be able to take care of themselves. Maybe the problem is I'm too much of a control freak. lol I need to learn to back off and let things happen. Same with Joe. Autumn is just my bratty sister who I need to not let get to me so much.

The Future

Mainly college. Where am I going to live?

I know the answer already, stop living in the future and focus on the present. Everything will work itself out.

I recieved the notice about dance auditions for Fullerton. Will I be attending? Honestly, I think I'll stay in Oregon. I'm happy for now and that's what really matters. I can go to community college for two years and then make a decision.

People

I don't really know the answer to this. I guess be more loving, forgiving and accepting. Try to not be so sensitive and let nasty remarks slide off my back. Don't judge people and try to forgive those who judge me. Learn to be patient.

What do you need to get rid of in your life?

Sunday, March 22, 2009

Stay Away Darkness

I enjoy good days.

I still worry sometimes...that the darkness will come back. Or that I'll mess up and do something stupid. Whether or not it comes back, one thing is for sure: the darkness changed me irrovakbly.

Pastor talked about forgivness today. Very typical but I realized something I had never considered before...I need to forgive Gravity. I'm angry at him.

I think the problem is that I blame myself...it was my fault, right? But no...it wasn't all my fault. He did a lot of that and it hurt...still hurts. Maybe if I could forgive him I wouldn't have some much aniexty. I'm so tired of being afraid I'll run into him. I just want to forget him and enjoy my life. Why is that so hard? It's the letting go, not of the memories but of the pain.

But that's another story. Today was very good. We saw Knowing which is kinda a scary movie though from the commericials I didn't know.

Saturday, March 21, 2009

I'm Not a Little Girl

I'm Not a Little Girl
by Emily Ketchum


I'm not a little girl! I'm 13. Growing up is hard. When you say things like, "I'd like to get my ears pierced," parents don't say yes or no, they laugh! (If you tell them about this they will always deny it!). Parents! I'm not saying they're bad, but they don't understand this generation! They make you dress up for parties when everyone else is wearing jeans, they dance all wrong to your music, they won't let me wear makeup till I'm 14, make dumb jokes, laugh when you say something wrong and the list goes on... Don't belive me, here are some stories.

Example 1

Setting: Mom is at the table. Dad is making tea. I walk in.

Me: Can I get my ears piecred?
Dad: stares
Mom: coughs
Dad: What happened to I will never get my ears pieced?
Me: Everyone had their ears pierced and I want mine too. Besides, clip ons hurt.
Mom: If you sign a contract that says you will only have one hole in each ear and no tatoos then I guess so.
Dad: fake cry What happened to my little girl?

I am not a little girl!


Example 2

Setting: Mom and Dad are at the table. I walk in wearing a mini skirt.

Mom: studys me. Wow
Dad: stares
Mom: Your hem is up.
Dad: Yeah by about 6 inches!
Mom: Pulls downs my skirt down. Don't you know it's supposed to be down here? Practically pulling the skirt off of me.

Seriously? I wore mini skirts all the time when I was little.



2004

Friday, March 20, 2009

If You Seek Amy

Britney Spears just released a new single called If You Seek Amy. Parents have been demanding that the song be taken off the air.

At first I couldn't figure out what If You Seek Amy was.

iF
yoU
SeeK
aMY

say it like that and it turns into fuck me.


My question is though, why is this song so bad but all the other songs aren't? No one complained when Akon wanted to smack that on the floor or when Eminem sang "Get buzzed, get drunk, get crunked, get fucked up/Hit the strip club don't forget ones get your dick rubbed/Get fucked, get sucked, get wasted, shit faced.

But now if Britney Spears sings a song about sex, it is suddenly repulsive?

Double Standard. I hate sex double standards with a passion. (ex: You are pregnant so you are a whore. I slept with a guy but I didn't get pregnant so I am not a whore.)

I believe if we are going to start editing songs for sexual content, they all have to be censored, not just a few here and there.

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Tony George the Third

Therefore all who devour you shall be devoured.


What the fuck? lol So much for a Bible study because once I saw this I couldn't get the image of people eating in each other out of my mind.

Ashley and I decided God wouldn't actually do the devouring himself. He sends a dragon named Tony George the Third to do the dirty work for him.


LOL


I think I should probably write a real blog one of these days...about something important. Maybe tomorrow

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Of Course I Forgot To Wear Green

Happy Saint Patricks' Day!


Shamrock shakes are amazing. Giving the guy who works at McDonalds a heart attack? Even better.


The amazing bursting feeling coming from inside my chest when we text? A million times better than all that put together.

Monday, March 16, 2009

Texting Balloons

Him

...I push it down and every couple of months it just bursts

Me

Like a ballon. Sorry lol thats what popped into my head. A big red balloon popping in the air :)

Him

Lol my balloon is orange


Me

Oh fine be that way :p mine is seaweed green with a blueberry colored string

Him

Lol yours is down to the detail eh? well my string is striped like a zebra

Me

:) Mine is floating at the beach over the sandy shore and soapy waves

Him

Lol



I love writing. =)

Sunday, March 15, 2009

Some Firsts...

I wish weekends didn't have to end. I don't look forward to waking up and going to school. I don't mind school so much...it's a Day One...not my favorite but oh well. I'd rather just do library and weight lifting...but that's not really much of a school day!

Took the city bus by myself for the first time.

Bought my first pack of cigarrettes but they were for someone else. I don't smoke. first hand...lol

I only saw him for a little while today but it still brightened my day a little bit. Found a song. Share little bit later.

Friday, March 13, 2009

I Had An Amazing Oreo Shake Today From Burger King

"Nah its nice to talk about anything. everyone goes on about little things sometimes...some of the best things in life are very little"

Today is my last day of freedom.


Nah I'm just kidding. I love writing.


But starting tomorrow I'm going to write five pages every day for a month straight. Last day to write will be Easter. My Allsion project is doubling as my SSE project.

Which apparently I'm already off to a good start on. When I handed in some papers to my teacher she told me I was amazing and gave me the rest of the papers I need as well as the official SSE binder with all the details for the project. She marveled at how calm I was but said it was very good.

I'm so happy! I was afraid that she was going to tell me you don't have enough time like everyone else did. Instead she gave me praise and now I feel ten times more motivated.

I'm going to not only pass this project, but I'm going to exceed.

Thursday, March 12, 2009

I Hate Iceing Body Parts...

One typed up and printed Letter of Intent and one Go Plan (also known as "Proposed Plan To Having A Terrific SSE Project In A Super Short Amount Of Time") (yes I really named it that). I'm excited to hand them in to my teacher tomorrow. She is yet to give me any advice but I'm hoping she might give me the consent forms that need to be signed.

I recorded five hours from the last two weeks on a inprovised Log. 5 down 95 to go. I did a little bit of writing today but only a page and a half. Once I start writing, it's five pages a day for 30 days. And I start...Saturday. woot. I'm going to be one cranky girl. lol

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

It Shouldn't Be This Hard To Flush An Automatic Toliet

"Hope im not boring you"
" ....don't ever think that im so happy even just being around you :) "

Another perfectly amazing day. Wow. I love Oregon. This totally feels like home.

I don't know if you've noticed...but even before the move...I've just become a happier person. It started at the change of the semester whenI got ride of the classes I hated and met new people. Now up in Oregon, my happiness has expanded.

To make happiness a habit, something I've been slowly working towards since we studied it in Psych, when people would text me to ask me how I was, I would say: good. Funny, you say something enough and you start to really believe it.

I'm not saying I don't get depressed or angry but I think I'm a much happier person now than I have been my entire life. Wow.

And the boy can't hurt a bit! Aw kissy kissy

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Today Is Joe's Sweet Sixteen...Well Sorta

His smiley faces and goodnight texts give me butterflies. Boyfriends make the world go round.

Cynthia came over and helped me unpack. And then we got rid of crap. When we were going through my jewerly that I don't actually wear it went something like this...

"Oh this is from Jake, this one, and this. Jake bought me this, he bought me this, and this. Why did he spend so much money on me? Guess who this one is from?"

Lol. I kid you not. It's 100% true.

Monday, March 9, 2009

Fired Up

Saw Fired Up today. It was funny.

Boxes, bed and chair arrived today. The house is a mess but life is good. Cynthia is supposed to come over tomorrow and help me unpack. I'd do it myself, but it sounded like she really wants to help so I'll let her. Hey, less work for me right?

Sunday, March 8, 2009

It Hailed But Somehow It Looks Just Like Snow

"You are entertaining. It's like being at an amusment park every second."

Aw. Going out with him for one full day.

I'm trying to think of a song to descibe how I feel. I'll let you know when I do.

Saturday, March 7, 2009

Mall Rats

Tell me, why is it that when I go to the store to buy a bag of chips, I am unable to make a decision because there are thirty million different kinds? You've got twenty different kinds of Doritos, Lays, Ruffles and then all the other brands. Oh my gosh! I finally settled for the Blazin' Bufflao and Ranch Doritos. Buying snacks has become a nightmare.

Something scary...

Llyoid Mall cops caught us crossing the Max track at an 'undesignated crossing location.' They pulled up in a car and on foot, four of them, and asked for our IDs. We were all scared out of our minds that they were going to search us. I didn't have anything...but I was the only one. Holy Shit.

But except for that, today was amazing.

Though last night, Jake gave me a fucking aniexty attack. He is such an idiot. He is going to get himself killed I swear.

Where is my mp3 charger? I cannot find it anywhere. =/

Oh and we met this insane woman downtown and then ran into her again at the Llyoid Center. She is either a major drug addict or has a psychological disorder. I tried listening to her but what she said followed no logical pattern and lets face, she was cool but plain freaky. We said we were mall rats and she said she was too.

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Kicked A Hole

Jesse kicked a hole in the wall at Grace.

It was the best fucking laugh I've had in a long time. Damn I hate that church. Grace fucking Baptist Church. I don't want to go to heaven if those people are going to be there.

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

My Week

I would tell all

  • about the mall
  • the guys
  • how bad Breezy's room smells
  • the rain
  • the cold
  • the prank calls
  • how my body building class is all guys
  • about my teacher that used to torment me when i was a frosh by swinging his golf club at my head
  • the new music I found
  • my car breakin down
  • the air mattress that leaks air
  • stealing Joe's headphones
  • the burger king crown
  • skipping church
  • my mother.
  • Kalysta missing me
  • my dad's voice mails
  • the mean Comcast guys
  • sleeping over
  • the park
  • her dog
  • our house
  • Jake screwing up my ankle

but it would just take too long.

How was your week?

Monday, March 2, 2009

Awwwww

awwwww look at what my daddy wrote about me.


Ketch the Dream. . .

When the waiter thought “dad” wasn’t looking, he slipped his telephone number to Emily. But Emily was celebrating her 18th birthday, her arrival at the age of majority, that moment in time when curfew is no longer an issue, when she is entitled by law to be as independent as she wishes and receive telephone numbers from whomever she pleases. Daddy’s little girl has grown up!
Today she is driving the first leg of a 1000 mile journey. A year ago we were practicing parallel parking in the church parking lot near the house. Monday Emily starts a senior project at Clackamas High School which involves writing a book. She has a published author as her advisor. Not long ago I was reading bedtime stories to her. Daddy’s little girl has grown up!

Last night Emily came to me dressed elegantly for her birthday dinner. She asked if she looked like she was 18. No doubt about it. All of the charm, poise, beauty and maturity that replace the awkwardness of the teen years were there. Daddy’s little girl has grown up. Then, she and her best friend went to the store and bought Twister and spent the next 2 hours playing on the floor while mom and dad worked. But her ability to share the moment with her younger siblings told me she has grown up.

Several years ago Emily walked down the aisle at church and said: “I’m ready to be baptized”. Now she teaches children on Sundays and at home leads theological, political and economic conversations at the dinner table. Where have the 18 years gone? I used to kid an executive minister when he spoke of his children and grandchildren. I would say that he is suffering the sin of pride. He always responded “that’s not pride, it’s gratitude!”
I am overwhelmed with gratitude for my little girl who is all grown up. I’m filled with memories, but also the anticipation of the relationship that is coming between two grown up people.
Do you suppose our heavenly father has feelings like this toward us?

Emily’s dad





I love you dad!