Not Feeling to Awesome

Today has been a good day. I'm just afraid I might have made a decision that I will regret. Heck no I'm regretting it. Oh this smarts.



I keep telling myself I can't make everyone happy. I'm not expected to make everyone happy. It's not even possible for everyone to be happy.



I need a distraction. Hip hop isn't doing it. I could stretch...




I could try to get well. Maybe drink a ton of water, relax my sore back on the heatinng pad, take a nap, take some vitamin C. I really just don't know how to get well. I've been sick since October. It's what, December now? I'm running out of ideas.




You know what really sucks? I'm getting off my period so I'm really hormonal. I'm craving some lovin. ugggggg oiii This is like double torture. Maybe even triple torture.



I guess the song I'm listening too kind of makes it worse. Great, a song about stripping. That's exactly what I need.



So now I'm just rambling.

I probably should focus and go stretch. I have pretty big goals and definetly a long way to go.