Too Much Love

A message I sent to the ladies in my small group.


So I spent most of Sunday crying but by about midnight I was wide awake and Ifeel like I'm on sky 9 because I'm so happy.

Because it feels like God just came in and nestled into my heart and kicked out all the sore spots.

I just want to stand on a mountain and start yelling because Jesus loves me and I can feel it with every fiber of my being. I can't remember ever feeling like this before and its amazing.

I just want to buddle up all this love and pour it on everyone. Stick it in the shampoo bottles of all my friends who aren't Christians and scrub it into their scalps and let it run all the way to their toes. Because feeling like this I KNOW Jesus is real because this couldn't have come from anything else. And I don't know words to thank you guys for all the prayer and support on Sunday. But Im gonna try anyways. THANK YOU!

I love you guys


That sums up how I feel. Last night though it was even worse. I couldn't sleep I was so happy. I almost wanted to run downstairs at midnight and pounce on my family. Happiness and love just radiated out of my pores. It was the most amazing experience I've possibly ever had. Ever.

The love I experienced last night at my small group was amazing. It didn't matter that they didn't know what was going on in my life. All of them felt my pain because it's not unlike your pain. Life is hard. We deal with different things but we can all understand and relate because we've all felt that same desperate depression at some point in our lives.

And even in the middle of sharing of drama going on in their own lives they came around me to touch and pray for me. God had blessed me by personally giving each one of them to me when I need them most. I know that no matter what I will be okay because of people like them.

I don't know how to ever pay that back. But I have so much love for myself right now I want to give it away. Please anyone who needs someone to listen and pray for them come to me because I have heavenly love to share with you. There is no such thing as too much prayer. Everyone in the whole world could pray for me and it still wouldn't be enough.