The Nerve Wracking Practice Presentation Is Completed

Tuesdays are weird days for me. It's the one day where I don't have to do anything or be anywhere, but it feels weird to be at home all day during the week.

My room smelled funny earlier. I don't know if it was because of th plate of leftover lasanga that sat over night or if the air was just stale but I decided I could not stand it any longer. Now I'm in the middle of cleaning it so I can get more work done on my SSE.

My practice presentation went well this morning, though I was extremly nervous and not everything I said made coherent sense. I'm getting close to being done, but I still have lots of paperwork yet to finish. My exhibitition is set for Thursday at 12:20.

I spend a lot of time thinking about how good my life is. Compared with last year, these past two months have been pure bliss. But there are still those little dark reminders of the past.

...another letter.

filled with lies? filled with hate.

another attack...

not against me. against my dad. everyone except for us kids are against dad.

Sure, my mom pretends to be on his side, his best friend. bullshit.

I'll try not to let it get me down. I try to avoid all religious instutions. They are places of hate, not of love. Inside, there is no place for me. I can still believe in a God...but it's harder after each incident.